my beautysecrets

There’s those that say they drive by day and fly by night or are amazing by the day and alcoholics by night.  me, I work by day and then I work some more by night or just play by night, when nobody else is awake.  either way, no sleep for whatever i am.

Looking at Obama’s recent stimulus package, I’ve decided something. Though I love Obama, I don’t necessarily love the plan. I understand that it has some long term things that it is addressing and all that. Though I don’t quite understand replacing the neon lights in Vegas, it’s okay. I mean people don’t go or not go according to neon lights, they go and don’t go if they have expendable cash. But that aside, I would appreciate it if some of that money came to me. Last stimulus package, I got screwed, because I’m single, no kids, no dependents, no nothing, so I got nothing. I’m struggling too in some ways! I mean I could use some extra money to get my acne treatment on a regular basis(for adult acne), I could use extra money to buy diet pills, I could use extra money to pay rent, to buy dog food, to pay doctors bills, to get a broken tooth fixed(and yes it’s been broken for about 4 months now and I am currently that cheap). All in all, I’m saying that there’s a lot of things that I could do with a good stimulus check! It’s not just the married ones of us with kids who need it. And frankly, I think that if they were to distribute the wealth, instead of giving cuts to college kids on tuition, wouldn’t it offset tuition costs anyway or at least if they did it right in personal budgets? If they want to provide every junior high school and high school kid with a good acne treatment to improve their futures and self esteem, I’m okay with that. If they want to provide kids with sure medical care and seniors with medical care, stuff like that, I am definitely okay with that. I mean I’m young, and realistically I can figure something out if it comes right down to it. I’m just being lazy and complaining because the stimulus package isn’t highly benefiting me as much as I would like it to.

I think the stress of being in a new city, even if it’s just for a visit, is stressing my skin out. I’ve had a breakout, and it’s not what you would normally expect. I’m in the middle of the country or something. There is no noise from outside cars or anything, no pollution, actually a more damp environment than normal, and yet I’m stressing out and breaking out. Plus I don’t have my pronexin. That might be a part of it. But I think the not sleeping well, not eating well, not living well, freaking out part has more to do with it. It’s not like it hasn’t happened before, and I should’ve known better than to leave the important stuff at home. Most people relax when they go to the country. I freak out. This will teach me to leave the city ever again! I’m just glad I don’t have to live in the country or suburbs or whatever it’s supposed to be on a regular basis. You would think the lack of pollution and noise and all that would be good for me. As it turns out, I can’t handle it. So I’ve recently started turning my radio up at night and putting on headphones so I don’t disturb the cows or something. Plus since I’ve been here for a while, I’ve ordered a bottle of pronexin to come here now! And I haven’t really been going outside, hoping to create my own little sanctuary of pollution. It all sounds crazy. But I guess that’s how I work after so many years. And to think I used to actually live in this area. Back then I didn’t have tons of breakouts or stress like this. I guess my skin has amazingly enough adjusted to a new environment in just a few years as opposed to a lifetime! That is definitely not supposed to be normal!

There’s been a recent uprising of Brazilian restaurants, well within the past few years. My favorite is called Rodizios, and every time I go there, it’s like I can’t stop myself. I mean honestly. There’s so much food, and my favorite is these little cinnamon bananas they make and the Brazilian lemonade where from what I hear they grind up the whole lemon and add a bunch of sugar. But every time I go, I end up feeling guilty and checking out the nuphedragen reviews like mad, because I’ve gained like 5 pounds in one night. It’s ridiculous. Well maybe not 5 pounds, but it’s a lot for one freaking night! And yes, I have looked up Brazilian diet pills too. But most of that is crap. It’s a guilt thing I guess. I never end up doing much about it, and then over the next few days, I’m back to normal weight. But right in that moment, it’s an instant guilt panic mode. I am glad though that they have so many nuphedragen reviews to ease my panicking. My friends and family always buy it, because they laugh at me and then it works for them. But I’m too lazy to actually take real action. I just have my moments. But I’m glad that other people benefit from my moments, because I certainly don’t. Somebody has to, or else it would just be completely all around pathetic!

I saw my friend the other day, who is now pregnant for the first time, and she was moaning about how her belly is big and her boobs are big! Part of that, not so bad. But the fact is, she’s adorable pregnant! I mean absolutely adorable. Probably after she’s done being pregnant, she’ll get right on the effective diet pills to lose the extra weight, or she’ll just fit into her jeans naturally. But I wish I could look that cute with that kind of belly. It’s ridiculous. Most girls just can’t pull it off. But then again, it’s not like everything has gotten fat. It’s just the belly and then she has this tiny little body. She looks like she has a basketball strapped on or something is all. But she’s sure that she’ll have to work extra weight off, even though I’ve told her she probably won’t. Either way, I’m not pregnant and I don’t look as good as her. I don’t know how that’s possible. But it works how it works. So I am going to buy myself some effective diet pills next paycheck and hope for the best. I guess that’s all I really can do at this point in time. But she’s also really health conscious. I mean she’s eating for two, and she still eats like a rabbit and goes to yoga every day. It’s possible that I should take a cue from her and start working out more frequently and eating like a rabbit. But it is just not my specialty at the moment, even if it should be. I don’t have the metabolism some people do, and I should learn to live accordingly.

I recently read about a procedure popularly known as “lunchtime lipo.” It’s not FDA approved, which didn’t particularly affect my opinion, considering that most great diet pills aren’t. And the fact that they used injections which were apparently supposed to dissolve your fat and allow you to go back to work strait after, I thought was great. But once I found out about the potential side effects, no standardized formula, and potentially life threatening side effects, I was scared off to say the least. I mean who really wants to die to lose a little fat? I read about one woman who actually had to have a grapefruit sized mass of dead cells removed in an emergency surgery because of this crap. That is scary stuff, and I would really rather stick to my Orovo Detox after hearing that. But I do have to wonder how much this stuff costs. Obviously, it isn’t worth any cost, especially putting your life on the line. But are the costs comparable to the real lipo, or do they give you a special discount, because it doesn’t actually have a proven formula? And in the long run, even if you don’t develop a huge tumor in your stomach, will its results really be all that great? I mean will the fat stay away? I know with Orovo Detox they will, and I don’t have to worry about dying! I just have to wonder about people who will go to such extremes to lose a little weight. I don’t do so well with needles or surgeries or anything like that, and I don’t know if I would make it.

Have you ever seen “bridal fairs” or “bridal competitions”? They are brutal! They had one I heard about that was left with 2 brides supposedly holding onto this one little thing to win the wedding of their dreams or whatnot for something like 3 days strait. Anyway, somebody ended up getting hurt, and the store owner had to offer to split the “dream wedding” money equally between the two in an attempt to get them to let go so somebody could get medical attention. The girls didn’t actually take it. And then there’s the ones that have to dress up in wedding dresses and fight their way through this huge wedding cake to find a ring or some other little wedding piece. I’m sure there’s been more than once incident of hospital visits and serious medical injuries. It all ends in something that seems a bit ridiculous to me. The ones that really crack me up are ones where they offer some kind of weight loss or toning program leading up to the big day. They offer spa coupons, cheap diet pills, hair products, body wraps, all sorts of things they’re never going to be able to afford again. But in all this, they fail to offer anything that may provide lasting results such as nuphedragen. They provide dresses, rings, vacations, etc all leading up to this one big day. Does it all go downhill from there? I mean is the one day really going to be the best day of your life and the only good day of your life? Isn’t your life and marriage supposed to start with a wedding but have many more joyous occasions such as the addition of children to your family, anniversaries, bonding moments, stuff like that? What I figure is nuphedragen is good and weddings are fun, but if that’s really as good as it’s going to get, what’s the point.